2026.01.22

what am i searching for? im searching for something, and it made me see things more clearly.

if i had to open up a hole in here, i should not tell you how to feel about that. we are all applicable as much as our reflections let us be.

breach. turbulence, 2000 spans.

attention to none, no social alarms. no dreams on the record. so don't put this on the record.

2026.01.14

dreams: this is a boring dream to wake up from. i have not had any nice ones lately. i remember what my purpose here was, so i continue it...

editors note: is there anything you want to add to this? snow and death. the thing i hate the most is that i stopped feeling as much about it as i used to, i don't really feel like crying anymore//2026.01.22//